Monday, July 8, 2024

Rebeka Kupihár / Three Poems

 

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Rebeka Kupihár: Three Poems

Photo by Charlie Gallant on Unsplash
27th June, 2023

Next in our focus on queer literature, three poems by Hungarian poet Rebeka Kupihár, in Anna Bentley's translation.

 

a rich boy even

 

there was a time i would feel ashamed

when i noticed, as women flexed and

moved their bodies, the outlines of their

underwear show through and disappear.

back then, you’d ask each day about the four boys in my class,

you knew their nicknames, every one,

though you made no secret of your desire

for a tall norwegian engineer,

and the nordic children i’d bear him,

with faraway lands in their blue eyes.

we’d swim with them in the eight-degree sea, and

this, you felt sure, would at last make us happy.

 

since then, i’ve confessed each one of those

uneraseable panty lines to you three times over.

i’ve gradually got you used to the idea that

maybe the love interests were just about you,

they were none of them handsome, just gorgeous.

like the way you learn to live, over the years,

with a poorly positioned light switch, you’re  

reluctantly adjusting to the sight of my ringless finger.

 

i know, when your eyes linger on me,

that you’re winding back time,

trying to find the dividing line

we’re drifting away from,

ever further from the polar sea,

and with all your might you’re trying

to forgive me not only for your child not being

but also your grandchild never being your own.

 

 

who are you to me

 

my flatmate

an old friend

a nice acquaintance

my cousin.

it depends who’s asking.

we just have to remember which lies

we told to who and behave accordingly.

i now barely notice the impulse to touch you,

just as i don’t pick my nose in public

however satisfying it would feel.

this too lengthens the list of natural,

instinctive and unacceptable urges.

and we, the master practitioners of

inhibitory controls, sit beside each other

and talk in two different directions.

just let’s get home and succeed today too,

behind our five-point locking door, in giving

each other a long, comfortable kiss.

 

i’m frightened, like i was twenty years ago

when crossing my eyes, that if we carry on

for too long, one day we’ll be stuck like this.

that no matter how we close and lock

and bolt up, no matter the security of concrete

walls and our scent on the furniture;

the pair of eyes looking back at me

will be sterile and wary, and no matter

what fond names i use for you, you will

not turn back into yourself.

 

 

a kiss on the forehead

 

check out them two cunts, they’re licking each other

he yells so loud the crumbs stop still in the palms of the

people feeding pigeons.

someone oughta fuck them both, good and hard

a guy on the other side roars back.

the words aren’t new to me, but they’ve shed their meaning

they need a bit o’ cock if you ask me

he yells, laughing.

the fountain forgets how the water jet goes on,

the mums stop short before snatching up their children.

i spring away from you, and it’s not rage i feel,

only shame,

like someone caught committing a cardinal sin.

the words gushing from his mouth are inarticulate.

they shock me, humiliate me,

but it would be less awful if there was somewhere to run to,

if one of these cobbled streets would take us to a place

where the passers-by were on our side.

by the time the plashing starts up again

i am following you at the sterile distance

due to a stranger.

 

 

Rebeka Kupihár was born in 1999 in Eger. She is currently a psychology student at ELTE, with a strong interest in minority groups and issues of women's existence. She has been publishing poems since 2015. Péter Závada writes that Kupihár's poems address the most current issues yet without the faintest sign of didactics or cliche, and that in these poignant poems, we are witness to an extremely sensitive linguistic and poetic staging of same-sex love, where questions of personal involvement are intertwined with questions of national destiny, and which poems operate with extraordinary precision and proportion in their simplicity.

Anna Bentley was born and educated in Britain. She taught English before moving to Budapest with her Hungarian husband, where she has lived since 2000 and has brought up two bilingual children. She completed the Hungarian Balassi Institute’s Literary Translation Programme in 2017. In 2019, her translation of Ervin Lázár's children's classic Arnica the Duck Princess was published by Pushkin Children's Press. In the same year, her translation of Anna Menyhért’s Women's Literary Tradition and Twentieth-Century Hungarian Women Writers, was published by Brill. In 2021, Iván Kvász's memoir, A Goy Guy's Kosher Stories was brought out by Hungarian publisher Gondolat in Anna's translation. Anna also translates contemporary poets, including Péter Závada, and is working on Zoltán Halasi’s creative non-fiction depiction of the culture of Polish-Lithuanian Jewry and its destruction, The Road to the Empty Sky.

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Sunday, July 7, 2024

András Gerevich / Two Poems

Photo by Jeff Hardi on UnsplashAndrás Gerevich: Two Poems

Photo by Jeff Hardi on Unsplash
26th July, 2023

Summer heat, and night swims – two poems for the dog days of summer by Hungarian poet András Gerevich, in Andrew Fentham's translation.

 

JULY

      Július

 

 

Reading days tatter down

to dust in the library,

summer heat writing itself

as beads of sweat across

your body, dampening

all you touch.

I soothe your bronzed back in the evening

with a cold shower,

my tongue a brush

on canvas, painting myself

onto your taut, muscular chest.

Writing you into a poem.

 

 

 

NIGHTSWIMMER

      Nightswimmer

 

 

He dived naked into the pool,

drunk and clenching his arse,

opening a mirror with his hands

to slip into the reflection

 

and break it into bright pieces,

scattering them to swirl

under lamplight with each stroke

towards the concrete edge.

 

You sat in the dark on a sunlounger

watching his toned brown body

arc out of your life.

 

He will surface elsewhere

as you wake from the cold

unable to gather the pieces.

 

 

 

 

András Gerevich has published five collections of poetry in Hungarian and translated English-language poets into Hungarian including Seamus Heaney, John Ashbery, Louise Glück, and Frank O'Hara. He has taught Creative Writing, and Screenwriting, at Vassar College and Budapest Metropolitan University. A former president of the József Attila Kör, he edited the literary journals Kalligram and Chroma.

Andrew Fentham is a poet and translator based in Cornwall. His translations from contemporary Hungarian poets have appeared widely in journals and received a Spender Prize. The most recent pamphlet of his own poems is Hunglish (Broken Sleep, 2019).


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Saturday, July 6, 2024

Eszter Kósa / Slumber Moths

Eszter Kósa: Slumber Moths


Eszter Kósa: Slumber Moths

Physics for scientific connections, painting for vivid imagery, music for pulse, rhythm, and silence. We continue our series of excerpts from A Bay of Megaphones, a new anthology of young Hungarian poets, with the "unexpected and unpredictable" work of Eszter Kósa, in Owen Good's translation.

25th April, 2023

 

The situation of the speaker in Eszter Kósa’s poems is often not fixed, the position takes form in the vulnerability of natural and supernatural powers, in the constant exchanges. The poetic “I” can only manifest in the relationship between the other and otherness, communal and individual actions, as one agent of the network of micro- and macro-level occurrences. Yet, the position of mediator is still one of privilege, and this influence sometimes presents itself in the edifying nature of the speech and in the commands, in Bier, for example, the speaker instructs us through the execution of a ritualistic sequence of actions. Therefore magical thought and the holistic approach of now wiped-out nature religions pervade this poetic world like the foundational ideas of Christianity, and this syncretism lilts beyond comfortable spheres of thought. The world-organising power of humans is repeatedly relativized in the series of position changes and the figurative workings of language.

The unexpected pairings of images and unpredictable associations in Eszter Kósa’s poems testify to sprawling branches of attention. Given her studies in theoretical physics, the author understands the natural scientific connections yet is also concerned with anthropological perspectives that can’t be grasped in formulae. Her ability to capture situations in vivid imagery can be traced to her interest in painting. What’s more, as a multi-instrumentalist she has an incredible musical ear and her poems build to a pulse marked with internal rhymes, to the silences audible between the constructions of short sentences. The silences and forms of absence allow the reader to dwell on the tropes. And create an opportunity for us to observe the foreignness that we once attempted to wipe out through naming, but which resurfaces, again and again.

János Áfra

 

Slumber Moths

 

We, who lived our entire lives under cover of trees,

have never known a branchless sky. In the evenings,

we tell tales of ourselves to the old ones, lest they forget

who we are, and we close the little ones’ mouths. We help

to button up the sleeping bags when everybody

has gone quiet, we form cocoons like larvae. Our head

a pearl, our chest silk, our arm a dangling thread,

we bond to each other, to the earth’s tissue. We break,

the sun ignites, we wash in its light, cleansing our bodies

for the resurrection. Our Father who art the summer sky. Blue

like the tents. In which there wriggle clouds

of sleeping bags. Their occupants awake, pale

and wet, but their sins forgiven. This isn’t yet

our own redemption. We haven’t learned to soar

across canopies, the treetops were chopped from over us.

 

Translated by Owen Good

 

Öbölnyi megafon – Fiatal magyar költők antológiája / A Bay of Megaphones – Anthology of Young Hungarian Poets contains new poems by young Hungarian poets in Hungarian and in English translation, with essay introductions to each new poet by their mentor, an established Hungarian writer.

Mentees (poems): Soma Kazsimér, Gergő Korsós, Eszter Kósa, Edward Kovács, Zita Kubina, Dávid Locker, Mona Aicha Masri, Dániel Nagy, Anna Ősi, Anett Rékai.

Mentors (essays): János Áfra, Kornélia Deres, Ferenc Gál, János Géczi, Ákos Győrffy, István Kemény, Endre Kukorelly, Katalin Szlukovényi, Krisztina Tóth, András Visky.

Translators: Anna Bentley, Owen Good, Edmond Kulcsár, Ágnes Márton, Austin Wagner.

Photos: Balázs Som, Levente Vigh.


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Friday, July 5, 2024

The Poet of Mud / György Petri

 

György Petri (Source: PIM)

György Petri (Source: PIM)


The Poet of Mud – György Petri

"There is a deeper reason as to why György Petri—if not eternally, then at least enduringly—muddied up Hungarian poetry. And that reason is the poetics of the “unturned gaze.” A gaze which does not turn languidly toward the empty sky," — in this essay for HLO, Dávid Locker looks at the enduring presence in Hungarian poetry of György Petri.


Dávid Locker
7th March, 2024

György Petri is an unavoidable figure in the history of Hungarian literature. And this is not merely the typical exaggeration of the essayist: without an understanding of Petri’s poetry, it is not only the Hungarian literature of the Kádár era that would be rendered incomprehensible, but the poetry of the more than 30 years since the regime change. Everyone who writes poetry today is, somehow or other, connected to Petri – whether they’re aware of it or not. For the poetic language Petri created has become the colloquial language of contemporary Hungarian poetry – and in many aspects at that, but particularly in his elevation of colloquial language into the traditionally rarified air of poetry. Or in keeping with the spirit of Petri, we can put it thus: he wrenched the language of poetry into a reality which wallows in the mud of the everyday. As the poet’s monographer, Tibor Keresztury, puts it: “György Petri’s radical poetic turn [among other things] played an instigating role in fundamentally changing how the field of contemporary Hungarian poetry was thought about and discussed in the seventies, eighties, and nineties. The essence of Petri’s turnabout—and in his wake the young poets of the time who are playing the decisive leading roles of today—was the reevaluation of the role and behavior of the poet, the dismantling and demotion of poetic status, dominantly cultivated and elevated in the Hungarian literary tradition, and the rejection of the metaphorical, symbolic, and lofty character and expression of poetic language. This reassessment of the poet’s role and behavior involved elevating linguistic elements of everyday, spoken language above that of ceremonial, affected diction and rhetoric.”[1] In this respect, Petri’s significance in the history of Hungarian poetry can be rivalled only by that of Sándor Petőfi.

Those who would explain this—a contemporaneous critique of the existing socialism—as “pessimism”, “self-centered modernism”, or even “rootlessness” (!) are a far cry from getting at Petri’s intention; just as those who, like the right-wing Hungarian voices of the 90’s, identify Petri’s intentions with “national and religious abuse” are barking up the wrong tree. There is a deeper reason as to why György Petri—if not eternally, then at least enduringly—muddied up Hungarian poetry. And that reason is the poetics of the “unturned gaze.” A gaze which does not turn languidly toward the empty sky. He does not seek to drape reality in iambs. Rather, he wants to observe, to let the world pass through itself with the deceitful cruelty of objectivity. As the poet himself writes: “My eyes are dry. I want to look with them.”

And there is no gratitude in what he sees. Though nor is there anything grandiosely tragic. Just the slow, dive bar-scented collapse of the constructed world.

György Petri was born in Budapest in 1943. His parents came from the area which is today Vajdaság (Voivodina), and so it is that we find among his ancestors Hungarians, Serbs, Croatians, and Jews. In spite of this—or perhaps because of it—the poet often professed a certain distance from any sort of well-defined, national identity. He spent his childhood in the capital. He enrolled in the Hungarian and philosophy program at ELTE, where he attended lectures on the history of philosophy held by members of György Lukács’ Budapest School, mainly György Márkus, but never graduated. He later supported himself with so-called “intellectual labor” (e.g. library filing, work as a film extra, sociological polling). From 1974 onward he worked as a freelance writer. In 1975 he was banned from publishing, so his third volume, Örökhétfő (Eternal Monday), was published as a samizdat. From 1981 to 1989 he was the editor of the samizdat periodical Beszélő (The Speaker), and he was an important figure in the Hungarian democratic opposition which would play a large role in the eventual regime change. From 1989 until his death, he was a member of the editorial board of Holmi (Things), a defining journal of the time.

Petri’s first volume, Magyarázatok M. számára (Explanations for M.), was published in 1971 and flew to the forefront of the history of Hungarian poetry. As the title indicates, the volume’s primary configuration is that of the explanation, the circumlocution, the final attempt at expressing, fully and once and for all, the Totality, with full knowledge of the inevitable failure. When examining the volume, it is important to note that György Petri belonged to a small—but not unusual—group of Hungarian poets with a systematic philosophical education. As such, Petri’s early works were largely influenced by German Romanticism—Hölderlin, Schiller, and most of all Kleist—and the idealistic philosophy intrinsically linked to it—that of Kant, Fichte, and Hegel. This influence is found not only in the poems’ sense of tradition, which (following in the footsteps of Schiller’s sentimentalism) sets the Romantic poet’s exalted, lofty manner—“Well can I not speak of your beautiful eyes?”—and its poetic topos and possible roles—“Why couldn’t I have been an old poet? (…) Our love is a program, it would not have been a problem.” (A szerelmi költészet nehézségeiről)—as an ideal above the bare prosaic reality which can only be treated with irony, but also in the core of his worldview. It is not mere happenstance that I mentioned the decisive role of German idealism. For the concept of the Absolute occupies a prominent place in the philosophy of the first half of the 19th century. As such, it is no accident that German Romanticism is interwoven with the German philosophy of the time. In reality, Romanticism is nothing more than a heroic attempt to re-forge the Whole which the systematic critique of the previous century’s Enlightenment had cut to ribbons with its merciless scalpel of reason. While philosophy was trying to reorient the world in the Self or the Spirit, art and literature were trying to do so in the unassailable spontaneity of emotion, passion, vision, intuition—so ultimately, in the Self. These endeavors were unsuccessful, though most proponents are sure to have known they would be from the beginning. If we accept the definition that Antal Szerb—with whom Petri shares a strong affinity in his re-ironization of Romanticism—borrowed from Egon Friedel, according to which Romanticism is “a masquerade ball of extreme rationalists in irrationalism”, then we also run the risk that Petri, like Géza Fodor, was a Romantic poet, one who spoke of the slow collapse of his own “Romantic movement”.

The lost Absolute of Romanticism was still religion. For György Petri and his generation—the so-called ’68-ers—it was Marxism. A Marxism that was the last principled, unified, and universal “grand narrative” in world history. For the Hungarian intelligentsia of the time, it was the Explanation of the World—religion, if we like. (For more on the close kinship of the Marxist utopia and the Christian salvation story, see Karl Löwith’s classic.[2]) The very nature of the aforementioned explanation in Petri’s first volume is explained by the fact that in it there is a consciousness, shaken in its principles, which is speaking, a consciousness which can only piece together fragile explanations of the impressions, shattered into facts, of the World. Petri goes “further” than the Romantics in that his desire for the Absolute has perished, giving way to resignation and an anger bred of despair: “I gave up / my wistful longing for unity: / What further shame can come?” (Belső beszéd) It is this resignation, anger, and elegiac mood which will slowly ooze out of the poetry of his later years, leaving nothing behind but a few resigned scoffs, disgust, and an indifference—if not cheerful, then at least ironic—toward the things of the world: “The path of human life / is two-thirds – minimum – tread / I find it ever more difficult to ascribe too much / significance to / whether or not / thing are as they should be.” (Őszi nagytakarítás)

From his very first volume, Petri has been a cult figure in intellectual circles with radical roots that are critical of the system. Rumors of official criticism from the outset only reinforced this position, as did the poet’s later being forced into silence. I do not want to minimize the fact that the formation of the Petri mythos in the secondary public sphere was largely influenced by his intentional, boundary-pushing slandering: starting with his third volume, his samizdat poetry openly put into verse such banned topics as the 1956 Hungarian revolution or the 1968 Prague Spring; he mocked political leaders of the day such as Brezhnev or even János Kádár himself. This all must have had a liberating effect on the intelligentsia that moved about in the shadows, all too accustomed to being silenced and labeled taboo. I, however, believe that Petri’s domestic cult—and I would add, the historical significance of his literature, mentality, and politics—is founded on the aforementioned generational history of failure with which many can identify. Petri was able to give a voice to the democratic opposition’s sense of existence, devoid of hope or stability, which was pushing the Hungarian intelligentsia ever more toward postmodern uncertainty. That elementary experience which the philosopher and aesthete Sándor Radnóti—contemporary, friend, and one of the poet’s greatest acquaintances—formulated as “the loss of self-evident truths”. A loss on such a level that for Petri—and especially in that time, for Dezső Tandori—resulted not only in a critique of ideology, but in a critique of language as well: it is not only because of its complexity that we can no longer speak the Truth, but because our language has already determined what we are able to recognize as truth, and even who we are as subjects who want to say something about the World.

So Petri represented the intellectual journey of the Hungarian intelligentsia—in large part at least—by relating his own loss of intellectual ground. And this is, paradoxically, still true even if he was far from holding any representative poetic role. In fact, one element, among many, of his literary historical significance was that he gradually dismantled the authoritative representativeness which had thus far served as a traditional model for Hungarian poetry. While in Explanations… he still spoke as a representative figure of the left-wing intelligentsia, by the time he gets to Eternal Monday, he is emphatically “just a man”. In this area, his later works do nothing more than strip the poet of the Romantic myth that elevates him above the common man. This is why his poetry, even in his earlier volumes, turns more forcefully to the ironic, understylized, and often obscene, seeking to avoid even the appearance of poeticism – not a single text, in imitation of live speech, for example, (deliberately) wanders astray halfway through the poem to run off in an entirely different direction than what was promised at the outset. So the poems all become increasingly more formless – after all, why lie about form in a world in which form has been forever lost?

His later work, beginning primarily with the volume Sár (Mud), is characterized by a retreat into ever tighter circles, or as he puts it, a “shrinking” (Elégia és értekezés). The poetic subject is becoming increasingly stuck within itself: he has lost all faith that he can make any kind of statement about the world beyond his own fleeting and particular life – he no longer wants anything more than to look on his remaining days with objectivity from an ironic distance. Of these days, he was not given much.

In 1998, the poet was diagnosed with cancer of the larynx.

György Petri’s “old-age” poetry is a poetry both great and tragic, in spite of the fact that Petri consistently tries to distance himself from all the tragic pathos and existential gravity that characterizes his old-age poetry. The moral of the story is that there is no moral. Just lives doomed to loneliness, communicating to one another with far-off smoke signals – and without giving rise to any great, cosmic-scale tragedy. It does not develop – it is merely plaintive, “gray laughter” (Hamvasztás). According to Sándor Radnóti’s funerary words: “he did not want to—could not—generalize the singularity of his poetry, not even to the minimum of wanting to share something of the common man and drawing or providing consolation from this, but equally strong was his desire to not turn his unique eventuality into a cult.”[3] 

But what makes this old-age poetry tragic is that—while its character is increasingly reduced to its own subjectivity, and all in the name of rationality—it cannot give up the long-established and self-reproachful ethic of solidarity with the fallen and downtrodden: “We created here freedom and squalor.” (Szókoszorú Solt Ottilia sírjára). In the meantime, Petri was dismantling all rational and universal explanations of the world—as he himself writes: “I have no philosophy, no / defined image of man. / There is man. / For this I am sometimes happy, sometimes not” (Antropozófia)—which could have been used to pluck this visceral, naïve, and therefore true outrage from ephemerality. That it might again be great. As philosopher Gáspár Miklós Tamás expressed this tragedy of world historical significance: “In Hungarian literature, György Petri’s work was a renunciation—final and absolute—of delusions of grandeur. The only thing which is synonymous with a life without teleology is death, and Petri dumps this on us, uncompromising, like a tub of bathwater.”[4]

There are, however, two things which, although the irony is constantly tearing off the veil of illusions of grandeur, the poet still appears to (temporarily) value. And these two things—remaining loyal to Romantic heritage till the end of his days—are nothing more than Poetry and Love. Of course, poetry is no longer a creation of the world, but only of himself: “Beyond the poem I have no life: / I am the poem. / And so I am quite rare, / quite scant and diminished, this existence: smoking, guzzling, loving, sometimes cooking – that last ever more rarely.” (Vagyok, mit érdekelne)

Love is no longer Love; at most it is love; or even more so: happiness; a radiant smile of soft-hearted irony; caring; closeness. Palm-on-palm warmth. The resignation, the tamed desires, and most of all the secret, sweet, never-to-return, quiet joy of those hours before parting: “I want to walk along / the path of all bodies (P. Gy. boulevard), / but before that / I would cook / a nice saucy beef stew, / eat up a bit of fat and gristle, / and before that the things for the stew / (shank, and perhaps: heartroot, oxtail) / things that need be purchased / to walk in this (perhaps final) / spring with you, with you, with you.” (Elégia és értekezés)

György Petri died in Budapest on July 16th, 2000. Pursuant to his last will and testament, he was laid to rest beside his muse and third wife, Mária (Maya) Nagy, in the cemetery in Dunaalmás. A prize for emerging poets bears his name, and soon too will a public square in Budapest.

 

 

This essay, written for HLO, was translated from the Hungarian by Austin Wagner.

 

[1] Tibor Keresztury, György Petri, Magvető, Bp., 2015, 5.

[2] Karl Löwith, World History and the Salvation Story, tr. Gábor Boros, Miklós Tamás, Bp., Atlantisz, 1996, 73-95

[3] Radnóti Sándor, Az embernél nincs félelmetesebb: Petri György halálára,  Népszabadság, július 17., 9. Idézi Keresztury, i. m., 236.

[4] Tamás Gáspár Miklós, „Mi teremtettünk itt szabadságot és nyomort”, Élet és Irodalom, XLIV. évfolyam, 29. szám, 2000. július 21.


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Saturday, April 6, 2024

Words by Anne Sexton




Words
by Anne Sexton



Be careful of words,
even the miraculous ones.
For the miraculous we do our best,
sometimes they swarm like insects
and leave not a sting but a kiss.
They can be as good as fingers.
They can be as trusty as the rock
you stick your bottom on.
But they can be both daisies and bruises.
Yet I am in love with words.
They are doves falling out of the ceiling.
They are six holy oranges sitting in my lap.
They are the trees, the legs of summer,
and the sun, its passionate face.
Yet often they fail me.
I have so much I want to say,
so many stories, images, proverbs, etc.
But the words aren’t good enough,
the wrong ones kiss me.
Sometimes I fly like an eagle
but with the wings of a wren.
But I try to take care
and be gentle to them.
Words and eggs must be handled with care.
Once broken they are impossible
things to repair.